![]() info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Wednesday, December 03, 2008
".**********ing *****." Damn tired... Cause today need to report at 7am. 5am have to wake up moreover last night slept so late.. Sian lahs, just to see whether all of us can make it in time for morning shift. And I'm the first one the reach the camp sia.. 6am I already reached. Everything is still so dark. And our block is like, so creepy also. Since it's located at the end of the camp.. So it's damn quiet.. Can only hear my footsteps and the birds chirping while walking up the stairs to our lockers. Other than that it's dead silence. Alrights. Nothing much today. Morning just see what we have to do when we report for work. Then lesson, lunch, briefing.. Then we're released at 430. Since we report to camp so early.. Before leaving, someone kena fuck. I was there watching show and laughing inside my heart. Today's squad leader was the pussy who's attached to the same NPC as me. Not trying to be mean. But he's motherfucking no balls. I seriously wonder why his gf want him sia. Fuck. Talk or give command majiam talking to himself. Stomach so big don't know for fuck. Then want to cheat the NSPI when doing headcount. Only 28 people he say 31. He think the NSPI don't know how to count sia. Then kena fuck. But do push up run here run there only. AIYA! I was seriously expecting more man! I SERIOUSLY don't mind standing there watching show. And I really feel like whacking him sio. Then ask him fall in everybody stand sui sui then he's the extra one, then he die die want push ppl to the front row so that he can stand back row. Nabeh, I wonder he got balls a not. Fuck. A man can be until like that. For goodness sake go get his dick extracted lahs. Fuck! Then by right monday he is the squad leader but he know ah then he take mc. Nabeh. What more can I say sia. He's not fit to be a police officer. He should go army and eat all the shits. Just 2 years you serve and you fuck off. Got so hard? Not like you're in army or civil defence. If me I rather I can be regular and serve longer. Some people just can't appreciate what is given to them. For the chance can be given to others who deserve it more.. For the greater good of god, please go dig your grave and kill yourself.. |