What a terrible day.. I don't know is I dumb or I'm just unlucky. But for the whole of today, my soul just wasn't with me. Friends keep ask me relax relax, but I'm just too stress, too tense, too afraid, no mood for anything. Can't believe such shit can happen to me.! Was just praying so hard that I wouldn't get charged for it.. If not I'll be on my way to DB and sure downgrade to VC. And my future will be gone... Yeah, that's how serious it can be.. I could only say it was just a close shave. Talked to my instructor before going home.. Thank god there's alternative for me. If not, I could only pray...

4 officers had been kicked out of our unit today. Well, at least theirs' not as serious as mine. They're just been transfer out to other unit. Whereas me? It matters my entire future.. The guy I mentioned yesterday is kicked out. I could see that coming. Not surprised. Well.. Think I should just keep my comments to myself... My own case have yet to settle, I could only hope for the best.. tsktsk.. T_T


~ pray hard ~