So tired of feeling blue, such a heavy weight on me.
Trying to shake it off and make my way, to somewhere different..
Somewhere like "home", safe and sound with no one left to bring you down..
And here I am again staring at the end of what I'm made and who I am.
But all I can do, is use what's been given to me.
But none of it is easy.
Though I know it wasn't meant to be, I know its all up to me.
But what am I gonna do with my time?
All of the moments I didn't notice, which were gone in the blink of an eye.
All of the feelings I couldn't feel, no matter how I try.
If only I could give up with nothing left holding me down.
I'll just have to live like I'm dying, and never stop trying..