![]() info Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice.
I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound
Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces.
I ask my subconsciousness... What more?
Tears starts to fall, without a trace..
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Friday, July 03, 2009
".2wenty." 0207 hours. 3rd July, 1989.. I was borned ! I came into this world trying to be the best I could, however, the journey into life is never a smooth one. And 2 decades from then, here I am, writing a crappy birthday post for myself, and perhaps no one would even be bothered reading it. But well, Happy Birthday to myself ! Years has gone by, I can only conclude that making this special day a special day was never something in my "to do list". But still, a wish that I would like to make.. Without the cakes and candles.. A simple wish to be happy.. I believe things aren't really that smooth for my recent years. Be it myself, family, love, or whatsoever. As I slowly step into different stages of my life, like mars and venus. I believe it's the ending, and the beginning. Beginning of all things to end, the end of all things to begin. As of today. My age no longer starts with ONE. It's TWENTY (TWO-when-tee). And it should be categorized as "prologue" which can be found under the content page. I don't know how this chapter will ends up, we'll just have to wait and see. But guess what, something that's a little different this time round. Because, I'm working on my birthday! How nice, 8pm to 8am.. But well, everyday's a special day! Why make only this day special when everyday can be special with unexpected things popping up in your life? Right, I'm just being a little fanatic with emotions here. And! For goodness sake people. Please stop saying that I'm old. Yes, I may be older than some of you, BUT.. Call me Jeff korkor, I don't mind. But NOT old man alrights! I don't belong to the "man with a walking stick category". Do I? Lastly, would like to thank all those that wished me.. You know who you are! Bryan, Jeslyn, Hui Juan, Hong Wei, Olivia, Michelle, Juliana, Shu Jia, Yu Ping, Zhi Hui, Wei Zong, Cecelia, Lin Feng, Rosanne, Wei Sing, Jun Wei, Andrew, Xing Yu, Gina, my papa mama. My colleagues. Hope I never missed out anyone ya. Be it advanced, on the dot, or belated. At least you guys remembered! Better than some stupid ass who remembers but just can't be bothered. Heartless! Forget it. Alrights, nothing special, but thank you ladies and gents.. :) I'm 20 ! :) |