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Jeff Lim ; 3rd July
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The feeling that I'm aware, is more helplessness than cowardice. I peel off my frail consciousness slowly, so my footsteps won't make a sound Becoming ashes, scattering into tiny pieces. I ask my subconsciousness... What more? Tears starts to fall, without a trace..



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Monday, August 24, 2009
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It's been a while, since I feel so good..

Long day. I supposed to wake up at 640am. But for some strange reason my hp and mp3 alarm did not managed to wake me up. It's 740am by the time I woke up. And I'm supposed to reach Tampines MRT at 745am for my colleague to pick me. End up my colleague had to fetch me from my house. Feel so bad about it. Initially, I felt so lathargic for my off day to be burnt by IPPT. Went there, ran.. And I FAILED. My 4 stations were okay, but my 2.4km. I just gave up on the third round. Too long never exercise. Felt like a pig..

But exercising really can somehow relive a person's stress. For the past week, I've been going under a whole lot of stress. Work's just too hectic. And it seems like I might get a depression anytime. Which also resulted in a major outbreak. Which make me just wanna cope at home and do nothing and talk to no one. Don't think anyone would realised that I've been hiding somewhere for a while. And strange thing is the pimples only grow on one side of my face. For that I went to see my doctor to replenish my pills. Another unwanted expenses.

Thereafter I went to find my buddy at courts, and that's when bryan called me up to chill out. Met him and we headed to EHub to eat and slack at coffee bean. After that we had 2 games of bowling. Ya, just the two of us. But still, it's quite fun lah. Doesn't have to mobilise a whole lot of people to come out and make decision hard to make. The bowling game were fun. Talked cock, chit chat. Before heading home. But at least my off day was done with laughter.

My mood felt so much better... But I don't know what will happen at work tomorrow.